NOTE: Featured image taken at the Viktor & Rolf exhibition at the NGV.
So I’m taking each fear by each moment.
Every call I don’t want to make.
Because it means asking for help.
Asking for something.
Every email that I don’t want to send,
because it means putting myself out there.
Every marker I don’t want to buy,
Because it means I need to see scraggly sketches.
I’d rather tell people what to do than sketch my vision.
Picking up a paint brush.
Making it real.
Real-er than ever.
And it’s making me face the past.
Recognise it for every win that it was.
Not every loss I thought it was.
What’s winning and losing anyways?