NOTE: I wrote this a good 7 months ago and I don’t feel the same way. I wasn’t going to post it, because it just felt bad to say that I ever felt that way. But I think part of this whole thing, is being ok with feels. And I realise, it’s totally ok. Xx K
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So you are with child.
And I love you darlingly so.
My heart beats for you.
You are my blood.
My love.
My mother.
My sister.
My friend.
My world.
And I know.
That this sinking feeling inside me.
I want to quash.
This fear.
You but not me.
I’m not there yet.
Not with child.
Yet.
I feel.
The why.
And I want to quash it.
But instead.
I let myself.
Feel it.
Feel the sorrow.
The simple one of not getting what you want.
The feeling of someone else getting what you want.
I let it wash over me.
And I know.
It will be ok.
X
K
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