When did I loose my voice?
My raging fire?
When did I decide to walk away, instead of fight.
Instead of saying, “HEY, STOP”.
I got so sick of you.
All of you.
Barrage after barrage.
Words that never stop.
Each trying to win the argument.
Thinking my silence would at least end the pain.
If it wouldn’t find a space of peace.
But you know what.
Now I say fuck it.
Fuck the peace.
I will say my part.
Firmly and truely.
Even if it hurts you to hear it.
Fuck the peace and fuck you.
Because you had this shit coming a long way back.
PS – So sorry for all the swears in this one. I was truly angry in that moment in time and I guess if there are no swears, it doesn’t feel true for me. I can’t feel that rage. Because that is how I express my rage.